Where is God?

ThePedophileHuntress
2 min readApr 5, 2023

Even when you can’t feel God — he is still there. Even when you reject him and stop believing — it does not matter. God exists to love and support you even when everyone else had abandoned you.

I’m alive because of Him. I survived multiple overdoeses, suicide attempts and cardiac arrest because of His protection. I am sober today and healing from all of my trauma because of Him.

Today, I have moments where I just know, without a doubt, that I am experiencing the guidance, grace, love, and peace of God.

I also have Monday mornings, car accidents, bills, funerals, plumbing issues, and all sorts of moments where I don’t “feel” God at all.

Should we always have an undeniable and tangible awareness of God?

I think loving God and serving Him has a lot more to do with this:

… the LORD has told you what is good, and this is what he requires of you: to do what is right, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God. Micah 6:8 NLT

We don’t need tingles to experience God’s presence. Try asking God to reveal Himself to you. Give Him permission to do it however He pleases.

B 🤍

Originally published at https://prisonerbynocrimeofmyown.com on April 5, 2023.

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ThePedophileHuntress
ThePedophileHuntress

Written by ThePedophileHuntress

We write openly about our very traumatic childhoods. Understanding. Understanding. Unquestionable understanding. That's the message God has for you always!

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