Torrential Rain

Falling rapidly and in copious quantities is a torrential downpour. The proclamation that rains are torrential simply means the amount of rain is abundant, had a fast on-set, or lasts for a long period of time.

Sounds a lot like pain to me. Problems that stay hidden will not be found by relief. Not talking about issues in life brings these heavy pours of pain, depression and guilt.

I know that God told me to see myself (#UCU). It changed everything. When my eyes were focused on my abusers they only thing I could see was THEM. I can’t change them. I cannot change what they did to me and I was staying bound to them as their victim by placing my eyes on their lives.

It was a game changer for me to stop being a people pleaser, finding worth in myself, and walking away from those that had no love for me. God didn’t want me there, I was keeping myself bound to them through my guilt of who they are. Read those words again.

I hate what my parents did to me. That’s okay to say. If I look at their acts of sexual gratification they used me for and say it’s okay, that’s absurb! I should see their acts of depravation as foul, dark, and something God doesn’t approve of. It is not love.

You know why we change our stories? Because we don’t have the courage to live them again.

Look for YOU today. It changes everything.

Published by Just Jesus, Jodie & B

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Originally published at http://thepedophilehuntress.com on August 8, 2024.