Fear Not Friday | Fear, Grief, Anger

On the discussion of fear, sometimes I am hard pressed to determine which emotion I am really feeling. Sometimes my fear swirled with other things like grief and anger.

When I began to grieve for the many losses I’d racked up in my life, some of my fear began to dissipate. I was learning that I could look back and take an accurate inventory of my past. I was learning that much of the fear was because I had some many resident evils in my being that were hidden.

The lack of my understanding into the depth of this heightened fear buried deep within me kept my fear very much alive.

It wasn’t until I began to unbury those hidden things that my freedom started. Oh, it was and is a long journey but so worth it. We are as sick as our secrets, it’s true. You’ll hurt either way but when you begin to dig a little deeper — all of the sudden things begin to make sense. Your heart begins to live just a little bit freer, life gets a little bit easier and you actually know who you are and the beautiful soul God created you to be.

I know! I’m living a living testimony that these words are true and accurate.

Originally published at http://thepedophilehuntress.com on May 17, 2024.